Imagine
Imagining what I think he meant
when he said that he would never leave.
He meant not right now—
but some day.
I heard forever
because forever was what I needed.
I filled the spaces between his words
with promises he never made.
A pause became hesitation.
A touch became devotion.
A night beside me became a lifetime,
and every almost-love
I dressed in certainty.
He never said we would grow old together.
I imagined the porch,
the gray hair,
his hand still reaching for mine.
He never promised to stay.
I simply built a home
inside the sentence
I’m not going anywhere.
And when he left,
I blamed him for breaking
a promise
that had only ever existed
in my own imagination.
That is the cruelty of hope—
sometimes we do not fall in love
with the person standing before us,
but with the life
we imagined
they were going to give us.
Simona A. Brinson
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